{"id":83,"date":"2019-05-10T21:55:45","date_gmt":"2019-05-10T14:55:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mayngan.net\/?p=83"},"modified":"2019-05-10T21:55:45","modified_gmt":"2019-05-10T14:55:45","slug":"lettre-a-un-poete-vietnamien-avant-son-suicide-pham-cong-thien","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mayngan.net\/?p=83","title":{"rendered":"Lettre \u00e0 un po\u00e8te vietnamien avant son suicide\u2026 &#8211; Ph\u1ea1m C\u00f4ng Thi\u1ec7n"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>Ti\u1ebfp n\u1ed1i lo\u1ea1t b\u00e0i v\u1ec1 thi s\u0129 Nh. Tay Ng\u00e0n, M\u00e2y Ng\u00e0n xin gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u c\u00f9ng b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ecdc m\u1ed9t l\u00e1 th\u01b0 Ph\u1ea1m C\u00f4ng Thi\u1ec7n g\u1eedi Nh. Tay Ng\u00e0n n\u0103m 1966. T\u1ef1a \u0111\u1ec1 do Ph\u1ea1m C\u00f4ng Thi\u1ec7n \u0111\u1eb7t n\u0103m 1984, trong quy\u1ec3n Tribu No.1.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nh. Tay Ng\u00e0n th\u00e2n qu\u00ed,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tao v\u1eeba cho t\u00e1i b\u1ea3n l\u1ea1i quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi; d\u1ef1a v\u00e0o d\u1ecbp t\u00e1i b\u1ea3n l\u1ea7n th\u1ee9 ba n\u00e0y, tao mu\u1ed1n vi\u1ebft \u0111\u00f4i l\u1eddi \u0111\u1ec3 n\u00f3i l\u00ean nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u tao c\u1ea7n n\u00f3i v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ed3ng th\u1eddi n\u00f3i lu\u00f4n v\u1edbi m\u00e0y nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u tao mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 m\u00e0y, v\u1ec1 tao, v\u1ec1 t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 b\u1ecdn tr\u1ebb ch\u00fang m\u00ecnh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0110\u00e2y l\u00e0 l\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean tao vi\u1ebft th\u01b0 cho m\u00e0y v\u00e0 c\u00f3 l\u1ebd c\u0169ng l\u00e0 l\u1ea7n cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng; tao mu\u1ed1n d\u00f9ng b\u1ee9c th\u01b0 n\u00e0y \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi chung cho nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ecdc quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi c\u1ee7a tao v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 khen hay ch\u00ea v\u1ec1 quy\u1ec3n \u1ea5y.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Khen hay ch\u00ea, \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi tao, tao v\u1eabn l\u00e0 tao, ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 tao v\u1eabn lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n thay \u0111\u1ed5i t\u1eebng gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat: tao theo tao; tao thay \u0111\u1ed5i theo h\u01a1i th\u1edf c\u1ee7a tao, theo d\u00f2ng m\u00e1u n\u00f3ng h\u1eebng h\u1ef1c c\u1ee7a tao. N\u00f3i nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf c\u0169ng c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 khen hay ch\u00ea \u0111\u1ec1u v\u00f4 ngh\u0129a \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi tao, v\u00ec tao v\u1ed1n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng ki\u00eau ng\u1ea1o v\u00e0 tao ch\u1eb3ng t\u1eebng n\u00f3i v\u1edbi m\u00e0y r\u1eb1ng tao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec m\u00e0 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 hay s\u1ebd c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tr\u00ean \u0111\u1eddi n\u00e0y? Shakespeare hay Goethe, Dante hay Heidegger, tao coi nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng h\u1ec1 ngu xu\u1ea9n. Tao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 n\u00f3i nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, v\u00ec ng\u00e0y x\u01b0a tao \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eebng t\u00f4n th\u1edd nh\u1eefng t\u00ean \u1ea5y nh\u01b0 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec b\u1ea5t kh\u1ea3 x\u00e2m ph\u1ea1m tr\u00ean \u0111\u1eddi n\u00e0y. Ngay \u0111\u1ebfn H\u00e9raclite, Parm\u00e9nide v\u00e0 Emp\u00e9docle, b\u00e2y gi\u1edd tao c\u0169ng xem th\u01b0\u1eddng, xem nh\u1eb9; tao coi ba t\u00ean \u1ea5y nh\u01b0 l\u00e0 ba t\u00ean th\u1ee7 ph\u1ea1m c\u1ee7a n\u1ec1n v\u0103n minh hi\u1ec7n nay; ch\u01b0a n\u00f3i \u0111\u1ebfn Socrate, \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t t\u00ean ngu d\u1ea1i nh\u1ea5t m\u00e0 tao \u0111\u00e3 g\u1eb7p trong \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng t\u00e2m linh c\u1ee7a tao.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00e2y gi\u1edd tao mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i qua \u00fd ngh\u0129 c\u1ee7a tao v\u1ec1 quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tao vi\u1ebft quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi t\u1eeb l\u00fac 18 tu\u1ed5i cho \u0111\u1ebfn 22 tu\u1ed5i. B\u00e2y gi\u1edd hi\u1ec7n nay tao v\u1eeba \u0111\u00fang 25 tu\u1ed5i; m\u1ea5y th\u1eddi gian g\u1ea7n \u0111\u00e2y, tao th\u01b0\u1eddng ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a tao. Tao th\u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng n\u1ebfu tao ch\u1ebft ngay b\u00e2y gi\u1edd th\u00ec tao c\u0169ng ch\u1eb3ng h\u1ed1i ti\u1ebfc m\u1ed9t m\u1ea3y may n\u00e0o c\u1ea3. Tao \u0111\u00e3 s\u1ed1ng tr\u1ecdn v\u1eb9n v\u1edbi tao t\u1eebng gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat; tao \u0111\u00e3 kh\u1ed5 \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111i\u00ean ng\u01b0\u1eddi, tao \u0111\u00e3 s\u01b0\u1edbng \u0111\u1ebfn run l\u00ean, tao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ch\u1ebft \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ngay l\u00fac n\u00e0y hay b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 l\u00fac n\u00e0o; \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi tao, th\u1eddi gian ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t h\u01a1i kh\u00f3i b\u1ed1c l\u00ean hay m\u1ed9t m\u00f9i th\u01a1m c\u1ee7a con g\u00e1i x\u00f4ng l\u00ean n\u1ed3ng \u1ea5m v\u00e0o l\u00fac ba gi\u1edd s\u00e1ng; c\u00f2n c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng b\u1ecb l\u1ed9t tru\u1ed3ng ra, nh\u01b0 tao hay m\u00e0y l\u1ed9t tru\u1ed3ng con Nanou hay con Nicole t\u1ea1i x\u00f3m St. Denis \u1edf c\u00e1i th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 Paris ch\u00f3 m\u00e1 n\u00e0y.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi quen bi\u1ebft tao \u0111\u1ec1u n\u00f3i r\u1eb1ng tao l\u00e0 th\u1eb1ng r\u1eebng r\u00fa, \u00edch k\u1ef7, ki\u00eau ng\u1ea1o, hoang \u0111\u00e0ng, v\u00f4 k\u1ef7 lu\u1eadt, v\u00f4 l\u1ec5 ph\u00e9p, ham \u0103n, ham u\u1ed1ng, ham ng\u1ee7, ham \u201cl\u00e0m \u00e1i t\u00ecnh\u201d; t\u00f3m l\u1ea1i t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng t\u1eadt x\u1ea5u c\u1ee7a con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ec1u xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n trong tao. Tao th\u1ea5y h\u1ecd n\u00f3i \u0111\u00fang, nh\u01b0ng n\u00f3i ng\u01b0\u1ee3c l\u1ea1i th\u00ec c\u0169ng \u0111\u00fang. Tao l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng m\u00e2u thu\u1eabn c\u00f9ng c\u1ef1c; mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i chuy\u1ec7n v\u1edbi tao th\u00ec \u0111\u1eebng l\u00fd lu\u1eadn, v\u00ec tao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00fd lu\u1eadn xu\u00f4i hay ng\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u00ec c\u0169ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. Ch\u1eb3ng h\u1ea1n nh\u01b0 m\u1edbi h\u00f4m qua tao ch\u1eedi Andr\u00e9 Gide, tao m\u1eafng Jean Paul Sartre nh\u01b0ng ng\u00e0y mai m\u00e0y s\u1ebd th\u1ea5y tao ca t\u1ee5ng Gide \u0111\u1ebfn t\u1eadn m\u00e2y xanh hay t\u1ecf v\u1ebb n\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n v\u1edbi Sartre. T\u1ea1i sao tao kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 quy\u1ec1n m\u00e2u thu\u1eabn v\u1edbi tao?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u1eea, b\u00e2y gi\u1edd tao h\u00e3y n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi. Tao kh\u00f4ng b\u1ea5t m\u00e3n c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng t\u1ef1 m\u00e3n v\u1ec1 quy\u1ec3n n\u00e0y. N\u00f3 c\u00f3 \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng bi\u1ec7t l\u1eadp c\u1ee7a n\u00f3, gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t con tinh tr\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a tao; n\u00f3 n\u1eb1m \u0111\u00f3 trong h\u1ed1 th\u1eb3m c\u1ee7a \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0, n\u1eb1m \u0111\u00f3 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch bi\u1ec7t l\u1eadp c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n, r\u1ed3i tr\u01b0\u1edfng th\u00e0nh, ra \u0111\u1eddi, mang t\u00ean, \u0111i, \u0111\u1ee9ng, th\u1edf, r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i l\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m hay \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0m trong bao nhi\u00eau mu\u00f4n ng\u00e0n n\u0103m. Nh\u01b0ng th\u01b0\u1eddng th\u00ec con tinh tr\u00f9ng \u1ea5y c\u0169ng ch\u1ebft, v\u1eeba m\u1edbi sinh ra th\u00ec \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb ch\u1ebft, v\u00ec \u0111\u1ea5t m\u1ea7u kh\u00f4ng dung d\u01b0\u1ee1ng n\u00f3.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tao kh\u00f4ng mu\u1ed1n ph\u00ea ph\u00e1n quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi, v\u00ec c\u00f3 bao gi\u1edd m\u00e0y ph\u00ea ph\u00e1n con tinh tr\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a m\u00e0y, h\u1ee1i Nh. Tay Ng\u00e0n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u1ebfu b\u00e2y gi\u1edd tao mu\u1ed1n vi\u1ebft l\u1ea1i quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi, nh\u1ea5t \u0111\u1ecbnh l\u00e0 tao s\u1ebd vi\u1ebft m\u1ea1nh h\u01a1n n\u1eefa, t\u00e0n b\u1ea1o h\u01a1n n\u1eefa, ph\u0169 ph\u00e0ng h\u01a1n n\u1eefa. Tao \u0111\u00e3 th\u1ea5y r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng h\u01a1n bao gi\u1edd h\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng tao&nbsp;kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd n\u00ean h\u00f2a nh\u01b0\u1ee3ng, kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd n\u00ean l\u00e0m h\u00f2a v\u1edbi cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng n\u00e0y. Tao ch\u1ec9 mu\u1ed1n n\u1ed5 tung nh\u01b0 m\u01b0\u1eddi tri\u1ec7u tr\u00e1i bom nguy\u00ean t\u1eed, r\u1ed3i n\u1eb1m \u00ec l\u0103n ra ch\u1ebft b\u1ea5y th\u1ecbt nh\u01b0&nbsp;m\u1ed9t con r\u1eafn l\u1eeda, c\u00f2n h\u01a1n l\u00e0 nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng th\u1ecf th\u1ebb t\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u01a1ng, nh\u1ecf nh\u1eb9 l\u00fd t\u01b0\u1edfng cao \u0111\u1eb9p, v\u00e2n v\u00e2n; tao mu\u1ed1n ch\u1eedi th\u1ec1 v\u1edbi t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 l\u00fd t\u01b0\u1edfng: tao ch\u1ec9 mu\u1ed1n ph\u00e1 ho\u1ea1i v\u00e0 ch\u1ec9 mu\u1ed1n ph\u00e1 ho\u1ea1i; tao c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y g\u1ea7n g\u0169i v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1ed9i l\u1ed7i h\u01a1n l\u00e0 v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng th\u1ea7y tu th\u00e1nh thi\u1ec7n. Tao th\u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 t\u1ed9i l\u1ed7i \u0111\u1ec1u v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng c\u1ea7n thi\u1ebft, v\u00ec t\u1ed9i l\u1ed7i ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t \u00fd ni\u1ec7m l\u01b0\u1eddng g\u1ea1t v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 th\u1ef1c, c\u0169ng nh\u01b0 ch\u00ednh \u0111\u1eddi tao c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 th\u1ef1c; cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi tao hay cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi m\u00e0y c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ng\u1ecdn l\u1eeda c\u1ee7a m\u1ea5y c\u00e1i di\u00eam qu\u1eb9t; \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 l\u00fd do c\u1eaft ngh\u0129a t\u1ea1i sao tao h\u00fat thu\u1ed1c qu\u00e1 nhi\u1ec1u v\u00e0 t\u1ea1i sao tao mu\u1ed1n b\u1ecf h\u00fat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tao kh\u00f4ng thu\u1ed9c v\u00e0o nh\u00f3m n\u00e0o, \u0111\u1ea3ng n\u00e0o, h\u1ed9i n\u00e0o h\u1ebft. Tao ch\u1ec9 thu\u1ed9c v\u00e0o m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfc l\u00e1; chi\u1ebfc l\u00e1 \u1ea5y l\u00e0 chi\u1ebfc l\u00e1 ng\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed3ng m\u00e0 m\u00e0y th\u1ea5y r\u1ee5ng t\u1ea1i Place de la Contrescarpe, m\u1eb7c d\u00f9 n\u00f3 h\u00e3y c\u00f2n xanh m\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 r\u1ee5ng r\u1ed3i. M\u00e0y \u0111\u1eebng ngh\u0129 r\u1eb1ng tao v\u1eeba \u0111\u01b0a ra m\u1ed9t c\u00e2u v\u0103n th\u01a1 m\u1ed9ng. Kh\u00f4ng, tao th\u00f9 gh\u00e9t t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 thi s\u0129; th\u1ec9nh tho\u1ea3ng tao ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0m th\u01a1 \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00e1n g\u00e1i. Ho\u1eb7c l\u00e0m th\u01a1 \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u1edb r\u1eb1ng Rimbaud \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ebft tr\u00ean g\u1ed1i m\u1ec1n qu\u1ea1nh hiu, \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u1edb r\u1eb1ng t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 thi s\u0129 \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecf xa tr\u1ea7n gian n\u00e0y v\u00e0 th\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea1i n\u00e0y l\u00e0 th\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea1i m\u00e0 thi s\u0129 ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n l\u00e0 thi s\u0129 khi thi s\u0129 d\u00e1m l\u00e0m t\u1ed9i nh\u00e2n \u0111\u1ee9ng ngo\u00e0i v\u00f2ng x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i, ngo\u00e0i v\u00f2ng x\u00e2y d\u1ef1ng l\u00fd t\u01b0\u1edfng qu\u1ed1c gia hay nh\u00e2n lo\u1ea1i.<br>Thi s\u0129 ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 k\u1ebb \u0111\u00e0o ng\u0169, k\u1ebb ph\u1ea3n qu\u1ed1c, k\u1ebb ph\u1ea3n b\u1ed9i nh\u00e2n lo\u1ea1i. Thi s\u0129 ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t b\u1eadc th\u00e1nh t\u1ed9i l\u1ed7i, m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng kh\u1edd, m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng \u0111i\u00ean, m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng ki\u00eau ng\u1ea1o v\u00e0 ghen t\u1ecb v\u1edbi Ph\u1eadt Th\u00edch Ca hay Ch\u00faa Gi\u00easu. Thi s\u0129 ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng b\u1ea5t l\u1ef1c, v\u00f4 danh, im l\u1eb7ng v\u00e0 \u1ed3n \u00e0o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u1ec7n b\u00e2y gi\u1edd, n\u1ebfu vi\u1ebft l\u1ea1i quy\u1ec3n \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi, tao s\u1ebd b\u1ecf Cl\u00e9ment Rosset, Ivo Andri\u0107 v\u00e0 Erich Fromm. C\u0169ng c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 tao s\u1ebd b\u1ecf lu\u00f4n Somerset Maugham, Andr\u00e9 Gide, F\u00e9d\u00e9rico&nbsp;Schmidt, Aldous Huxley, Hemingway, Jean-Ren\u00e9 Huguenin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u1edbi \u0111\u00e2y tao v\u1eeba \u0111\u1ecdc xong cu\u1ed1n Lettre sur les chimpanz\u00e9s c\u1ee7a Cl\u00e9ment Rosset (Gallimard xb. 1965), tao n\u1ed5i gi\u1eadn mu\u1ed1n \u0111i\u00ean l\u00ean. Ng\u00e0y tr\u01b0\u1edbc, khi vi\u1ebft cu\u1ed1n Philosophie&nbsp;tragique, Cl\u00e9ment Rosset c\u00f2n 20 tu\u1ed5i; t\u01b0 t\u01b0\u1edfng kh\u00f4ng th\u00e2m tr\u1ea7m, nh\u01b0ng v\u1eabn c\u00f3 h\u00e0o kh\u00ed m\u00e3nh li\u1ec7t c\u1ee7a tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb; \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 l\u00fd do \u0111\u00e3 khi\u1ebfn tao c\u1ea3m m\u1ebfn Cl\u00e9ment Rosset; nh\u01b0ng b\u00e2y&nbsp;gi\u1edd, sau khi \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1eadu th\u1ea1c s\u0129 tri\u1ebft h\u1ecdc v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 th\u00e0nh ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1edbn. Cl\u00e9ment Rosset vi\u1ebft tri\u1ebft l\u00fd nh\u01b0 vi\u1ebft b\u00e0i lu\u1eadn r\u1ebb ti\u1ec1n cho m\u1ed9t h\u1ecdc sinh trung h\u1ecdc \u0111\u1ec7 nh\u1ea5t c\u1ea5p. Quy\u1ec3n Lettre sur les chimpanz\u00e9s ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u00e1ng \u0111\u1ec3 d\u00e0nh cho kh\u1ec9 v\u01b0\u1ee3n \u0111\u1ecdc, n\u1ebfu lo\u00e0i kh\u1ec9 v\u01b0\u1ee3n bi\u1ebft \u0111\u1ecdc ch\u1eef Ph\u00e1p!<br>C\u00f2n Ivo Ivo Andri\u0107 v\u00e0 Erich Fromm, b\u00e2y gi\u1edd tao th\u1ea5y hai t\u00ean n\u00e0y ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n non n\u1edbt; c\u00f2n v\u1ec1 Somerset Maugham, Andr\u00e9 Gide, F\u00e9d\u00e9rico Schmidt, Aldoux Huxley, Hemingway, Jean-Ren\u00e9 Huguenin, tao th\u1ea5y ch\u1ec9 n\u00ean li\u1ec7ng h\u1ecd v\u00e0o c\u1ea7u ti\u00eau c\u00f4ng c\u1ed9ng. M\u1edbi \u0111\u00e2y, tao \u0111\u1ecdc xong quy\u1ec3n A Moveable Feast c\u1ee7a Hemingway, tao bu\u1ed3n mu\u1ed1n kh\u00f3c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng ng\u1ecdn l\u1eeda \u0111\u1ec1u t\u1eaft: \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 bi k\u1ecbch c\u1ee7a thi\u00ean t\u00e0i. M\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n n\u1eefa, tao l\u1ea1i hi\u1ec3u th\u00eam r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng \u00fd ngh\u0129a chuy\u1ebfn b\u1ecf \u0111i c\u1ee7a Rimbaud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00f2n tr\u01b0\u1eddng h\u1ee3p Faulkner, Nikos Kazantzakis, Kafka, Saroyan, Thomas Wolfe, Jean-Paul Sartre th\u00ec tao \u0111\u00e3 d\u1ee9t n\u1ee3 v\u1edbi h\u1ecd r\u1ed3i, nh\u1eefng t\u00ean n\u00e0y ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u00e1ng b\u1ecf v\u00e0o m\u1ed9t x\u00f3 t\u1ed1i \u1edf&nbsp;c\u00f4ng c\u1ed9ng, d\u00e0nh ri\u00eang cho nh\u1eefng m\u1ee5 \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0 c\u00f3 ch\u1eeda, d\u00e0nh ri\u00eang cho \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0 \u0111\u1ecdc nh\u1eefng l\u00fac s\u1eafp sinh con hay nh\u1eefng l\u00fac ch\u1edd ch\u1ed3ng \u0111i xa tr\u1edf v\u1ec1. Tao kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0; tao xin g\u1eedi nh\u1eefng t\u00ean \u1ea5y v\u1ec1 cho \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00f2n v\u1ec1 Thi\u1ec1n t\u00f4ng, Nietzsche v\u00e0 Heidegger th\u00ec tao thanh to\u00e1n xong m\u1ea5y th\u00e1ng nay. Tao g\u1eedi Thi\u1ec1n t\u00f4ng v\u00e0o m\u1ed9t phong b\u00ec t\u1ed1i kh\u1ea9n \u0111\u1ec1 \u0111\u1ecba ch\u1ec9 c\u1ee7a b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 m\u1ed9t ng\u00f4i ch\u00f9a n\u00e0o&nbsp;\u1edf th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi n\u00e0y, nh\u01b0 ng\u00f4i ch\u00f9a v\u00e0ng c\u1ee7a v\u0103n s\u0129 Yukio Mishima \u1edf Nh\u1eadt B\u1ea3n. V\u1ec1 Nietzsche, tao g\u1eedi Nietzsche v\u1ec1 m\u1ed9t tu vi\u1ec7n Thi\u00ean Ch\u00faa gi\u00e1o; c\u00f2n Heidegger th\u00ec tao coi&nbsp;nh\u01b0 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t t\u00ean \u0111\u00f3ng k\u1ecbch t\u00e0i ba, \u0111\u00f3ng k\u1ecbch m\u00e0 v\u1eabn bi\u1ebft l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00f3ng k\u1ecbch, nh\u01b0ng tao \u0111\u00e3 ch\u00e1n xem k\u1ecbch. \u0110\u1ecdc cu\u1ed1n Sein und Zeit c\u1ee7a Heidegger \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ea5y m\u01b0\u01a1i l\u1ea7n, tao ch\u1ec9&nbsp;th\u1ea5y Heidegger l\u00e0 k\u1ebb gi\u1ea3i bu\u1ed3n cho tao m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch k\u1ef3 th\u00fa v\u00e0o nh\u1eefng l\u00fac tao kh\u00f4ng mu\u1ed1n ng\u1ee7 m\u00e0 ch\u1ec9 mu\u1ed1n th\u1ee9c \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u1edb \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ee9a con g\u00e1i m\u00e0 tao y\u00eau l\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean, t\u00ean l\u00e0 H\u01b0\u01a1ng,&nbsp;m\u00e0 H\u01b0\u01a1ng th\u00ec kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd bi\u1ebft tao \u0111\u00e3 kh\u1ed5 v\u1ec1 c\u00f4 n\u00e0ng g\u1ea7n 10 n\u0103m nay; c\u00f4 n\u00e0ng t\u00ean th\u1ef1c l\u00e0 Qu\u1ebf H\u01b0\u01a1ng; khi \u0111\u1ecdc Sein und Zeit c\u1ee7a Heidegger, \u0111\u1ecdc ch\u1eef Sein ra l\u00e0 H\u01b0\u01a1ng. C\u00f2n tr\u01b0\u1eddng h\u1ee3p Charles Chaplin th\u00ec tao c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n th\u1ea5y c\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u01b0 tr\u01b0\u1edbc. Ti\u1ebfng c\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a Charlot ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ti\u1ebfng kh\u00f3c l\u1eadt ng\u01b0\u1ee3c; tao ch\u1ec9 mu\u1ed1n c\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0 c\u01b0\u1eddi, kh\u00f3c&nbsp;l\u00e0 kh\u00f3c, ch\u1ee9 kh\u00f4ng l\u1eadt xu\u00f4i hay l\u1eadt ng\u01b0\u1ee3c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi duy nh\u1ea5t m\u00e0 tao v\u1eabn k\u00ednh m\u1ebfn, th\u01b0\u01a1ng y\u00eau v\u00e0 quy ph\u1ee5c \u0111\u1ebfn c\u00f9ng \u0111\u1ed9; ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u1ea5y l\u00e0 Henry Miller, n\u0103m nay v\u1eabn c\u00f2n s\u1ed1ng, s\u1eafp \u0111\u1ebfn 75 tu\u1ed5i r\u1ed3i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tao cho r\u1eb1ng Henry Miller l\u00e0 thi\u00ean t\u00e0i v\u0129 \u0111\u1ea1i nh\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a c\u1ea3 \u0110\u00f4ng ph\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u00e0 T\u00e2y ph\u01b0\u01a1ng trong su\u1ed1t ba b\u1ed1n ng\u00e0n n\u0103m v\u0103n ho\u00e1 nh\u00e2n lo\u1ea1i. Tao cho r\u1eb1ng Henry Miller v\u0129 \u0111\u1ea1i h\u01a1n&nbsp;L\u00e3o T\u1eed, H\u00e9raclite, Parm\u00e9nide v\u00e0 Emp\u00e9docle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nh\u01b0 m\u00e0y c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng tao \u0111\u00e3 g\u1eb7p Henry Miller t\u1ea1i California \u1edf Hu\u00ea K\u1ef3, Henry Miller n\u00f3i r\u1eb1ng tao l\u00e0 Rimbaud \u0111\u1ea7u thai l\u1ea1i th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 n\u00e0y! Tao kh\u00f4ng vui, c\u0169ng&nbsp;kh\u00f4ng bu\u1ed3n, v\u00ec tao t\u1ef1 bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng tao l\u00e0 ai v\u00e0 tao v\u1eabn ngh\u0129 r\u1eb1ng ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 tao m\u1edbi c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m nh\u1eefng g\u00ec m\u00e0 Rimbaud ch\u01b0a l\u00e0m \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u1ec1 Henry Miller, tao mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i l\u00ean l\u1eddi ti\u00ean tri t\u1ed1i h\u1eadu, t\u1eeb n\u0103m ch\u1ee5c n\u0103m n\u1eefa tr\u1edf \u0111i th\u00ec Henry Miller s\u1ebd \u1ea3nh h\u01b0\u1edfng d\u1eef d\u1ed9i \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u00e2n lo\u1ea1i c\u00f2n h\u01a1n Jesus Christ \u1ea3nh h\u01b0\u1edfng \u0111\u1ebfn T\u00e2y ph\u01b0\u01a1ng hay Ph\u1eadt Th\u00edch Ca \u1ea3nh h\u01b0\u1edfng \u0111\u1ebfn \u0110\u00f4ng ph\u01b0\u01a1ng. L\u1eddi ti\u00ean tri c\u1ee7a tao nh\u01b0 l\u1eeda \u0111\u00e1nh v\u00e0o m\u00e1u; tao mong m\u00e0y s\u1ed1ng dai v\u00e0 s\u1ebd th\u1ea5y nh\u1eefng g\u00ec tao b\u00e1o tr\u01b0\u1edbc h\u00f4m nay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Th\u1eddi gian tao \u1edf Hu\u00ea K\u1ef3, tao \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecf h\u1ecdc, v\u00ec tao th\u1ea5y nh\u1eefng tr\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u1ea1i h\u1ecdc m\u00e0 tao h\u1ecdc, nh\u01b0 tr\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u1ea1i h\u1ecdc Yale v\u00e0 Columbia ch\u1ec9 to\u00e0n l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng n\u01a1i s\u1ea3n xu\u1ea5t nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng ngu&nbsp;xu\u1ea9n; ngay \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u1eefng gi\u00e1o s\u01b0 c\u1ee7a tao ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng ngu xu\u1ea9n nh\u1ea5t \u0111\u1eddi; tao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 d\u1ea1y h\u1ecd nhi\u1ec1u h\u01a1n l\u00e0 h\u1ecd d\u1ea1y tao. Qua Ph\u00e1p, tao \u0111\u00e3 s\u1ed1ng ngh\u00e8o \u0111\u00f3i th\u1ebf n\u00e0o th\u00ec m\u00e0y c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 bi\u1ebft r\u00f5 r\u1ed3i; nh\u1eefng l\u00fac tao n\u1eb1m ng\u1ee7 t\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng v\u1ec9a h\u00e8 Paris v\u00e0o nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00eam \u0111\u00f4ng \u0111\u00f3i l\u1ea1nh, nh\u1eefng l\u00fac \u0111\u00f3i kh\u1ed5 nh\u01b0 v\u1eady, tao v\u1eabn c\u00f2n c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y sung s\u01b0\u1edbng h\u01a1n l\u00e0 ng\u1ed3i nghe m\u1ea5y th\u1eb1ng gi\u00e1o s\u01b0 \u0111\u1ea1i h\u1ecdc Yale hay Columbia gi\u1ea3ng cho tao nghe v\u1ec1 Aristote hay Hegel, v\u1ec1 Heidegger hay H\u00e9raclite. Tao \u0111\u1ecdc Heidegger hay H\u00e9raclite b\u1eb1ng m\u00e1u v\u1edbi&nbsp;n\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft; c\u00f2n m\u1ea5y th\u1eb1ng gi\u00e1o s\u01b0 \u1ea5y ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ecdc b\u1eb1ng \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft c\u1eadn th\u1ecb! Nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng \u1ea5y hi\u1ec3u g\u00ec v\u1ec1 t\u01b0 t\u01b0\u1edfng m\u00e0 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 d\u1ea1y tao? B\u00e2y gi\u1edd, n\u1ebfu c\u00f3 Ph\u1eadt Th\u00edch Ca hay Ch\u00faa Gi\u00easu hi\u1ec7n ra \u0111\u1ee9ng gi\u1ea3ng tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eb7t tao, tao c\u0169ng ch\u1eb3ng nghe theo n\u1eefa. Tao ch\u1ec9 d\u1ea1y tao, tao l\u00e0 h\u1ecdc tr\u00f2 c\u1ee7a tao v\u00e0 c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 tao l\u00e0 l\u00e0m th\u1ea7y cho tao. Tao kh\u00f4ng mu\u1ed1n l\u00e0m th\u1ea7y ai h\u1ebft v\u00e0 tao c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ec3 ai l\u00e0m th\u1ea7y tao. N\u1ebfu tao bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng tao l\u00e0 th\u1eb1ng ngu th\u00ec tao s\u1ebd \u0111\u1ea9y c\u00e1i ngu tao cho \u0111\u1ebfn t\u1eadn c\u00f9ng, m\u00e0y nghe r\u00f5 ch\u01b0a?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tao l\u00e0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o th\u00ec tao \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00e0 th\u1ebf \u1ea5y, tao thay \u0111\u1ed5i theo s\u1ef1 thay \u0111\u1ed5i t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean c\u1ee7a \u0111\u1eddi tao, tao s\u1ed1ng th\u00ec tao s\u1ed1ng, tao ch\u1ebft th\u00ec tao ch\u1ebft, tao s\u1ee3 th\u00ec tao s\u1ee3, tao kh\u00f4ng s\u1ee3 th\u00ec tao kh\u00f4ng s\u1ee3.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00e1ch \u0111\u00e2y m\u1ea5y th\u00e1ng, tao \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0a m\u00e0y \u0111i \u0111\u1ebfn Square Rapp \u0111\u1ec3 g\u1eb7p Krishnamurti; tao ngh\u0129 r\u1eb1ng Krishnamurti s\u1ebd gi\u00fap \u0111\u1ee1 m\u00e0y nhi\u1ec1u, gi\u00fap \u0111\u1ee1 m\u00e0y tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i m\u00e0y, tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i s\u1ef1 c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n&nbsp;c\u00f9ng c\u1ef1c c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh \u0111\u1eddi m\u00e0y \u0111\u1ec3 m\u00e0y \u0111\u1eebng t\u1ef1 l\u01b0\u1eddng g\u1ea1t m\u00e0y b\u1eb1ng m\u1ed9t m\u1edb h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh, m\u1ed9t m\u1edb danh t\u1eeb thi\u00eang li\u00eang v\u00e0 cao si\u00eau. Ng\u00e0y tr\u01b0\u1edbc, tao th\u01b0\u1eddng ch\u00e9p l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng quy\u1ec3n&nbsp;s\u00e1ch c\u1ee7a Krishnamurti \u0111\u1ec3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 \u0111i v\u00e0o \u00fd th\u1ee9c c\u1ee7a Krishnamurti m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch s\u00e2u s\u1eafc h\u01a1n, nh\u01b0ng b\u00e2y gi\u1edd tao c\u0169ng th\u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n mu\u1ed1n nghe Krishnamurti n\u1eefa, tao th\u1ea5y n\u00e9t m\u1eb7t c\u1ee7a Krishnamurti hay n\u00e9t m\u1eb7t c\u1ee7a Sri Aurobindo l\u00e0 n\u1ed7i qu\u1eb1n qu\u1ea1i c\u00f9ng \u0111\u1ed9 c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u1ecbu \u0111\u00f3ng \u0111inh gi\u1eefa l\u00f2ng \u0111\u1eddi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tao \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ebft \u1ee9 m\u00e1u tr\u00ean c\u00e2y th\u1eadp gi\u00e1, b\u00e2y gi\u1edd tao h\u1ed3i sinh, tao ch\u1ec9 ch\u1edd l\u00fac n\u00e0o m\u1ecdc c\u00e1nh th\u00ec s\u1ebd bay m\u1ea5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u00e0y l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng thi s\u0129 ngh\u00e8o n\u00e0n; tao ch\u1ec9 m\u1edbi quen m\u00e0y c\u00f3 m\u1ea5y th\u00e1ng nay, nh\u01b0ng m\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ed1i \u0111\u00e3i v\u1edbi tao nh\u01b0 ru\u1ed9t th\u1ecbt; c\u00f3 l\u1ebd v\u00ec cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi m\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 mang qu\u00e1 nhi\u1ec1u t\u1ee7i nh\u1ee5c \u0111au kh\u1ed5 c\u1ee7a h\u1ed1 th\u1eb3m, n\u00ean m\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 nh\u1eadn ra tao v\u00e0 tao c\u0169ng nh\u1eadn ra m\u00e0y. M\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 nu\u00f4i d\u01b0\u1ee1ng tao b\u1eb1ng t\u00e2m h\u1ed3n trong s\u1ea1ch th\u01a1 m\u1ed9ng c\u1ee7a m\u00e0y, ch\u1eb3ng nh\u1eefng th\u1ebf, m\u00e0y c\u0169ng c\u00f2n ch\u1ea1y&nbsp;\u0111i vay ti\u1ec1n \u0111\u1ec3 nu\u00f4i d\u01b0\u1ee1ng tao b\u1eb1ng nh\u1eefng bao thu\u1ed1c Gauloises, nh\u1eefng bu\u1ed5i \u0103n tr\u01b0a v\u00e0 chi\u1ec1u, nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00eam say r\u01b0\u1ee3u tr\u00e1c t\u00e1ng \u1edf Pigalle hay nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00eam khuya tr\u1ee5y l\u1ea1c \u1edf Strasbourg St. Denis, nh\u1eefng bu\u1ed5i chi\u1ec1u lang thang l\u00ea l\u1ebft qua v\u01b0\u1eddn Luxembourg, nh\u1eefng chi\u1ec1u m\u00e2y tr\u1eafng hoang mang d\u01b0\u1edbi nh\u00e0 th\u1edd Saint Germain des Pr\u00e9s, nh\u1eefng bu\u1ed5i c\u00e0 ph\u00ea \u0111en \u0111\u1eafng tim \u1edf Montparnasse v\u00e0 nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00eam r\u01b0\u1ee3u \u0111\u1ecf m\u01b0a men tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng h\u00e8 ph\u1ed1 qu\u00ea ng\u01b0\u1eddi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nay mai, tao s\u1ebd r\u1eddi b\u1ecf Paris \u0111\u1ec3 lang thang \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ea5t tr\u1eddi \u00dd \u0110\u1ea1i L\u1ee3i, Hy L\u1ea1p hay T\u00e2y T\u1ea1ng hay b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 m\u1ed9t d\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ea5t m\u01a1 h\u1ed3 n\u00e0o \u1edf cu\u1ed1i tr\u00e1i \u0111\u1ea5t, tao v\u1eabn c\u00f2n gi\u1eef l\u1ea1i m\u00e0u x\u00e1m \u0111\u1eadm \u0111\u00e0 \u1edf Paris, trong \u0111\u00f3 c\u00f3 m\u00e0u c\u1ee7a \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft m\u00e0y, \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft n\u1eeda \u0111\u00eam n\u1eeda ng\u00e0y c\u1ee7a \u00dd th\u1ee9c m\u1edbi, c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 m\u00e2y mai v\u1eeba hi\u1ec7n tr\u00ean b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi s\u1eafp s\u00e1ng, \u201cm\u1ed9t khung tr\u1eddi m\u01b0ng m\u1ee7\u201d&nbsp;nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n m\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 g\u1ecdi th\u1ebf, ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng Nh. Tay Ng\u00e0n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Ph\u1ea1m C\u00f4ng Thi\u1ec7n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Paris, ng\u00e0y 19 th\u00e1ng 8 n\u0103m 1966<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ti\u1ebfp n\u1ed1i lo\u1ea1t b\u00e0i v\u1ec1 thi s\u0129 Nh. Tay Ng\u00e0n, M\u00e2y Ng\u00e0n xin gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u c\u00f9ng b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ecdc m\u1ed9t l\u00e1 th\u01b0 Ph\u1ea1m C\u00f4ng Thi\u1ec7n g\u1eedi Nh. Tay Ng\u00e0n n\u0103m 1966. T\u1ef1a \u0111\u1ec1 do Ph\u1ea1m C\u00f4ng Thi\u1ec7n \u0111\u1eb7t n\u0103m 1984, trong quy\u1ec3n Tribu No.1. Nh. 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